Umm.. hi -blush-

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Hello, im umm... Lisa..
I saw someone mention this site on TH so i decided to join because it seems interesting.

So im Lisa.. im 18 years old.. (I only feel like 14/15 yrs old but thats cus of stuff that happend to me wen i was younger, guess makes me feel like i missed out on a couple of years,..)


aaaanyways.. :icon_redf :icon_redf Soo.. about me.. hmm
well... I was born as.. Oli .. but have felt like Lisa since i was 5 years old.. (if you get me ?)

hmm no1 in real life knows yet.. only my online friends know this.
I dont dress girly.. (not yet anyway) because im too scared of what people/family will think. So i usually just try and act/dress... basicly copy everything 'normal' boys at school do so people wouldnt find out.. although i sometimes get comments like ''dude your like a girl ...when ur doing this or that..'' which i dont really mind just kinda confirms that im a girl on the inside but yeah i try to hide it...

oh and the question all my friends wanted to know was , if i like boys or not.
Well i dont know if im wierd or not, but ye so im a boy who'se always wanted to be a girl, but im attracted to girls.. not boys.. so my friends say i'm a 'lesbian, just born in the wrong body' -blushhhhh- :$:$

Hmm what else could i say..
Things i love : Pink, cookies, and my best (online) friends.

Things i hate : The R-Word** , mean people, arguements between people, fights, hate being touched.. i freak out, even if its meant in good way, i just scream n run off , my dad , .. 'him' (a person but i dont wanna say his name), ..

Hmm umm.. well.. I've been doing SH for 4years but im trying my best to quit though..

Oh and if you speak to me more you'll notice I over use the dots '...' and the ':$' (blush face on msn) and that i blush like all the time irl..

Well I guess thats pretty much me, i think, hmm well you can always ask me things if you want to know more..

<3333 Lisa

Sorry if this is long

** word ends with 'ape'.