Hi, I am 23 years old boy. I had my first sex with my male cousin when I was 11 and from then till 4 days back , I always watched gay porn to masturbate, never had interest in girls. Had interest in boys only. But 4 days back I had sex with a girl for the first time which I truly enjoyed maybe more than with man. It was not uncomfortable at all. We had kiss that lasted more than 5 mins. What is happening right now is that I watch straight porn. I mastubate feeling the girls vagina. My attraction towards men has decreased (though I still have). Even I m feeling emotionally attached to that girl who happens to be my best friend also. I m looking at girls with a different aspect. Who I am?
Human! Don't spend your time looking for a label. Listen to your body and go where it takes you. Be safe and be willing to accept where it leads. There's nothing wrong with being attracted to both or even losing interest in one or the other. You may find, in time, that it comes back once the "newness" of your first straight experience has worn off. Or you may find that you're never attracted to a guy again...or that you're attracted to both and you have an endless supply of people to choose from. Don't rush it, don't stress trying to define it...just do it and be happy!
Hi Vikram Don't worry about being, gay straight or bi. All that matters is that you are in love with the person you are with. I agree with 'Gay Deputy' above, don't over think things. As for being confused, that's normal. Life is a little like quantum physics. Anyone that says they understand it fully doesn’t know what they are talking about.
Nothing to be confused about. If you like the person then thats great, does their gender really matter?
