New To The Gay Scene.

So, like, I'm totally new to the gay lifestyle. At first, I just thought I really loved my friend. Then I started feeling very sexually turned on by him. Like, we would be chilling together, and I would dream of giving him a blow job. But, like, he was into having sex with multiple women. Plus I didn't want to ruin our friendship. Then one day, my girlfriend (friend that is a girl) said she was going to a rave and wanted me to come. Man, was that a rush. Didn't do any E, but man did I feel like I was in esctacy. I totally was diggin on this guy name Greg. We hit it off great that evening. I went back to his place just to hang out, and ending up making out with him and staying the night. No, we did not have sex. I'm still technically a guy-virgin. But he listened to me and seemed to care about how I felt, and I felt very safe and comfortable with him. We have been together now for about 3 weeks. I am thinking about losing my guy-virginity with him soon. I'm a little nervous, but I am so looking forward to it. He is such a great guy. Thanks for listening to my story, and hope to use this site as a support group and as an extended family.

Would love to touch base and potentially find some new friends