Hey folks, name is DarkWhite and this is actually the second time Im coming on Forum like this. So about me.. hm, its diffcult and would be long. But I try to cut it I am a transgender bisexual male (FtM). And by all means a VERY complicated person. So my childhood was, lets just say, awkward. I had to pretend (and I still do) to be a girl. However when you are pretending and not enjoying it, its kinda bad. So I was simply avoided, rejected. And as we all know how kids can be nice - hated, bullied. No matter what I did or how I tried it always ended up this way. Soo its propably not surpising that I dont like being in collective very much, dont trust people etc. But hey I keep trying to get over it, you should try everything in life Well it kinda goes another way that I wanted. One side of me hates people, dont trust them and mercilessly attacks whenever I feel attacked. The other however loves people and wants to help them as much as I can. Likes listen to people, cares and trying to help (which is the much stronger one). NO I dont have split personality its just way I am now. At least its unique As you guessed already the word for describing me is simply "weird". However I look at things positive and rarely take something seriously. Did I mentioned I have a mood disorder too? Well thats enough, you re propably scared already. Anyway point is I never give up even tho its sometimes REALLY sucks. And this is definetly the longest (and most truthfull) introduction I ve ever made soo.. Nice to meet ya!
Not sure what I can say to all of that, other than I'm the same way too, where some days I hate everyone and other days I don't. I'm not very trusting of other people, either. The best people are all "weird", and no, not afraid just because you have a mood disorder. And I agree, don't ever give up. Eventually you'll get to be the guy you really are, and then everyone else, all those who bullied you, can all piss off. Kind of a long-winded way of saying "welcome to EC".
Hey DarkWhite. Welcome to EC! The people here are friendly and supportive, welcoming and accepting. Weird is underrated and a great attribute.
Hi, I described myself as weird in my introduction too. I may be new but I want to welcome everybody in the way I was! Bee
Thank you all for such nice welcoming! Its nice to find people like you, it is really rare and I got actually kinda surprised by your answers. Im sure I ll like it here. Oh wait a minute.... I already do
Hey, awesome to see another newbie here. Don't worry, weird is just a label. As for mood disorders... yep severe clinical depression and anxiety here. Welcome to a rag-tag band of undeniably sexy people...