Well I'm Rene, and found my way to here through a blog of one of the members, Caoimhe Fayre. I don;t know her, but read here story on her blog (unfortunately the last entry was in 2012, also on the forum as far as I know). Here story was similar to mine. as an ex-gay surviver. There is nothing like and ex-gay. I've been there, down to the bottomless pit, believe me. Hope to meet you here, I'm glad there is a place tot share with each other. By the way, I'm gay. Cheerio folks :smilewave Rene