Hello

Hello!

I'm incredibly new to this (accidentally already posted in a channel not realising this was where we say hey!). This is a big and very scary step for me.

I'm in my twenties, and have always thought of myself as straight. I've very very recently got out of a long term relationship (with a guy) and before that had had a couple of serious long term relationships (again all guys). At the same time though, thinking back I feel like I've always been slightly interested in women.

I kissed a friend of mine at college (a girl) and was aroused. But I just thought that's because we were kissing and it had nothing to do with her gender. I find myself looking at the women in porn and always appreciating their bodies way more than men. I've been watching a netflix series recently about a couple who bring in a younger girl for a threesome (though it's all about how it subsequently goes wrong) I was seriously attracted to the idea of being with both a guy and a girl.

At the moment I'm considering the fact I might be bi. I think I'd like the opportunity to explore my sexuality but the idea of having to tell people or come out fills me with dread. I have no idea how you go about meeting a girl, or how you even know if anyone is interested! It just feels totally new territory.

Besides all that stuff I'm into reading, drawing and watching telly. I've got a group of lovely friends and family and I love my job. It's great to meet you all x

 

Thank you both!! Nice to meet you