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Introduction

Discussion in 'The Welcome Lounge' started by ShaPar, Apr 11, 2017.

  1. ShaPar

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    So yes i'm new. I have had a life of confusion really since the age of 8 when i had my first male sexual experience. Now at 49 i still don't understand the deep draw and attraction to the same sex. I have never come out to family or friends. I am on my second marriage as i feel being married masks or washes away the guilt of gay feelings. I am living a lie and truly feel i have wasted my life not being me and having acted out a life as though it were a theatre play. If only social media had been available to me when i was a kid. Depression nearly consumes me daily wishing i could just be me. Not really sure where im going with this post so i will end here.
     
  2. Quantumreality

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    Hello ShaPar! Welcome to EC!:slight_smile:

    It's never too late to find happiness in your life. We each come to an understanding and acceptance of our sexuality at our own pace. Take a look around the LGBT Later in Life forum. You'll find plenty of threads by people in situations similar to your.