Not Really New Here

I've been off and on this site for a while, and now i've gotten to the point of where, i need to talk with people like me, or i'll go insane being surrounded by straight people.

don't get me wrong, i love straight people, my best friends are, but when you have no one else like you around you, you still feel extremely isolated.

I left for a while, because it seemed like everyone was really nice, which everyone is, but i guess i just have a hard time fitting in between the smiles and laughs, its nothing against the people here, because some of you are really cool, i guess its just me.

another reason i left for a while, was because any guy i would like talk to privately, like through an IM or something, it would always lead to cybering, and then we would never talk again, so i just didn't find the site worth it any more, have any of you gone through that?

But now that i'm older, and about to turn 18 in october, i just need to be around some positivity that is lacking in my life, and it helps that i can be around people who i can semi relate with.

Sorry, i didn't mean for this to turn into a blog, just venting i guess, thanks for reading.

Also, why in the notice box at the top in red say "Please do not post links to ... any other off-site contact details. This includes..... messenger IDs such as MSN, AIM, Yahoo etc."

Just wondering, hoping to make my experiences good here, talk to you soon.

Will.