Hi, everyone. I've been wanting to post here for a while, but it's been kinda hard. I'm only just becoming comfortable with thinking of myself as gay. Letting other people in on my little secret, even anonymously on the internet, just isn't easy for me. But now I've done it. So, yes, in case you missed it, I'm gay. Mmm, well, that is all for now, I guess Oh, and I'm also kind of a dork. So now you know two important things about me :lol:
Thanks for the welcomes Well, my first crush was on a girl. This ended very badly and sent me spinning into a 5-year-long freakout of denial. So, I dated a few guys. Each time it started out with, "hah hah, see, I'm straight as an arrow! I'm dating a boy ... tra la la!" And ended with something like, "arrrrgh!" To make a long story short, I've always known, but was super-determined to prove myself wrong. My little sand-castle of self-deception was finally trampled to smithereens when I met a certain special girl who also happened to be a lesbian. That's when I first knew what it meant to be really "in love" :newcolor:
