I've decided that I need to come out of the closet it's been about a year since I came to terms with myself maybe being sort of gay. It's weird because I have these random moments when I am really attracted to certain girls but then it just feels wrong. So I've decided that I'm gay. I have never been acused of being gay at school or bulied about it. This is not to say that I am anywhere near the top of the popularity hierarchy. My school has an amazing gay community that has GSA meetings once a week. And I would love to be part of that but in doing so I would make things awkward with the friends I keep, lose slot if good friends and be bullied terribly
