Hi people. I'm a just-turned-thirty lonely guy from Croatia, I've been questioning my sexuality since I was eight, more or less always knowing I was gay, but never committing to the fact. In the last couple of months I decided to switch from whatever-sexuality and dull life to homosexuality and pits of depression lined with neverending anxiety. A handful of people I came out to say it's a change for better, but I can't really agree, not yet. I'm caught in the middle of a war waged in my head, my rational mind on one and the emotional one on the other. I'm trying to work with the rational fellow to change the emotional guy's attitude towards normality of being gay. He's a strong objector. I hope to find some good ammunition here on EC.
Welcome Dalmation! Welcome so much to EC! (*hug*) You have a nuclear arsenal at your disposal here with all of us! Everyone is so awesome & supportive and many people are ceratinly understanding of what you're going thru, so don't be shy. And believe me, don't be afraid to ask any questions either! Everyone here is more than happy to help you out!
Hi and welcome to EC! EC is a great place to be yourself and also to come to terms with your sexual identity. Welcome aboard!