I'm a 18 year old gay in denial. Lately I'd been so depressed, I feel so alone and bad. I feel like I wanna scream. But I'm too coward, I can't even think about what my family will think if I come out to em. I'm not in love right now, I've never kiss or even hug another guy, but there's this attraction to them, which I also feel with girls but not as intense. There's this girl that has a strong crush on me, I've thinking about asking her out but I feel so guilty and bad cuz I feel like I'm using her just to feel like another "normal" teenager! I'm so confused I don't know what to do, I found this site so I joined it! I hope it can help me! Well that's it for now. I bet u already noticed that i have some struggles writing English but I have just 2 years living in the USA. If u read this thank u, I really appreciate it! :icon_bigg
Hey!! welcome, Don't worry, most if not all of us have been through that at some point. I'm newer here also, but been going through this a long time, so if you want to have a discussion you can PM me. love talkin. If not, hopefully you will find some answers you need around this site.
Thanks 4 the support! It feels really good to know that ppl actually took their time to read my post and even reply. This site really helps a lot, ur comments made my day!
Thanks 4 the support! It feels really good to know that ppl actually took their time to read my post and even reply. This site really helps a lot, ur comments made my day! :icon_wink
Hey Bud! i felt the same way when i first came here and everyone helped so much i mean i was attracted to girls but it just didnt click like it did with guys. Honestly you are doing great already one of the hardest things for me to do was accept myself for being gay. I really hope everything worksout for you i know everyone here wouldbe willing to help you if i could be any help let me know ! Welcome to EC!
Hi Desolado, I'm new here too. I can really relate to you, I also have an attraction to girls, but it's not that strong. And I haven't kissed or hugged a guy either but I would really love to. I would love to have a man hold me in his big, strong arms. Haha. But anyway, welcome to Empty Closets. Paws up!!
