Hey everybody. I'd like to start out by saying that I've never been very involved in any forum, at least not to the extent that I'd consider myself 'part of the community', but I'd like that to be different on this forum so here I am starting where it seems most logical. Seeing as I've never been terribly involved in a forum I'd like to apologize beforehand for any etiquette violations I may commit. I'm kind of proud to say that I'm a unique guy in a lot of ways. I'm uniquely awesome as a person, being extremely open minded, free spirited and just plain old too kind and giving for my own damn good. I've lead an interesting life, full of interesting and unique experiences both awful and wonderful. I'm a recovering addict/alcoholic, on maintenance medication at the moment for opioid dependency; However, I'll be detoxing soon and taking on sobriety head-on. For this reason and a host of others I feel I need to explore my sexuality, it's roots in the past and it's hopes for the future, in order to accept and understand who I am, and why. To be quite honest, as confident and sure of myself as I am regarding who I am as a person, I'm totally lost when it comes to who I am sexually and why, and that's a long story for another post. I've come to a point in my life where I feel I need to explore and 'dive into' the various homo-erotic fantasies and desires for a whole host of reasons. I'm hoping that I can find some help and guidance here while I embark on that journey and maybe come to understand my sexuality fully so that I can finally be comfortable with that part of myself. Thanks for listening
