Hey! I'm Jessica. I'm new at being myself. Have always looked at other females but I've always wanted "normalcy". I've had feelings for a certain female for a long time. I do have a child and I've always wanted to have at least one child. I used to hide from everyone how I feel about other females. I am starting to become honest with close friends because I'm hurt from a relationship with a female that has recently ended. I have never wanted to be with someone so much, let alone another female. I just want to know that in not alone.. I found this website on accident and figured I would give it a try. anything to make his loneliness go away right? I am starting to become more open about myself. Maybe one day I will feel comfortable enough to show others who I am. Thank you for making this safe place to express myself.