I think sometimes I need other people to talk to who really won't judge me, like I don't judge them. It's been part of my personal philosophy for a while -- I try my best to stick to it. Once in a while I fail. Sorry in advance. I'm a mess of apologies and self doubt. I'll be twenty-five in November but I function like I'm stuck at eighteen, and not in a youthful and newly unbridled manner. Mostly, I'm a bumbling jackass. Probably emotionally stunted. My personality didn't get enough sunlight growing up. The internet isn't my first choice for finding conversation but I'm couch locked in the worst ways. I'm confused and hurting for some dumb reasons. Call me kestrel, I saw one perched on the powerlines yesterday, it's as good a name as any.
hello kestrel, from another newbie. sounds like you have a lot of thoughts going on, but I don't see any reason for that to be anything to be sorry about. I know some about the things that you are talking about, if you ever want to bounce some thoughts off someone, I am a good listener. and welcome. hope you find some answers and better things to do than worry about a lot of problems. life is awfully short as it is, know point not having a good time with others and enjoy living.
Welcome to the EC Kestrel, This is a great place to perch and talk and listen, and grow. So pull up a chair and let your hair down. *well sorta* There are no dumb reasons to hurt, people get hurt all the time, come and be welcome to a place which will allow you to release some of that pain. We understand.
You may think your not social...but you have a way with words! I somehow found your intro touching. Pleasure to welcome you and meet you Kestrel! Make yourself at home(physically impossible since this is the internet...but you get what I mean )!
