Hi EC! I'm Mark 18 years old and I live in Bristol, England. I'm a very shy guy with not many friends at all. Lonely and depressed almost everyday because of loneliness. I first realised i was gay when i was 13 and only accepted it 5 years after, 17 going on 18(which was 7 months ago) I struggled so much and almost took my own life because i hate being gay, no friends and no one cares about me. I hope I can get some support, I'm just one of those gay guys who struggles a lot. Hope I can make some new friends.
Hello hi! and give yourself time. Think about things carefully. Eventually you might reach a point of clarity that is don't provoke your urge to take your own life.