Hey! Well I've been a member here before (luckily I could use the username I used before) but left due to panicking and going into denial about what my sexuality which I really do regret because there are so many kind and amazing people on here, so I'm sorry about that and I hope that it doesn't tarnish your view of me. I'm just going through a rough period at the moment coming to terms with who I am which I posted about in the support and advice section. Well, where to begin? I'm a 20 year old male and I've recently realised that I'm pretty certain that I'm gay but I'm finding it hard to accept who I am. I like metal music, playing video games, watching sports and reading amongst many other things I'm glad there is a safe place where I can talk about my feelings until I feel I'm ready to come out to my close friends and family, thank you (&&&) I should never have left!