Just introducing myself. Only really admitted to myself that I want to be with men in the last month. I've come out to three good friends. One is an open lesbian. One actually came out to me saying he's known about me for a long time. He clearly knew before I did. I only really had one girlfriend, but no sexual intercourse due her choice to wait for marriage. I've been with two men. My first was a few years ago and happened unexpectedly. The other was much more recent, after I came out the couple of friends and confirmed that men will play a part of my future love life. I'm yet to decide the fate of women. I love looking at their beauty, but not sure if that's my desired or peer pressure of what I'm meant to be looking at. I want to be wide open. But am scared of what a number of people will say/do. Also have a bit to learn about myself.
Hi, :welcome: to EC! Coming out to yourself is often the hardest part, so congrats on getting this far. You'll find all the support you need right here (*hug*)