Hi there, BouncingSouls here As its been the best part of two years since I last posted here, I thought I should introduce myself again. I last came here when I was in an unhappy place, and left when I'd found my even keel. So I guess I'm back because I'm unhappy. But its crazy reading threads and seeing the likes of Eleanor Rigby still around Its like I never went away! Um. Yeah. So I'm a compulsive liar. Quite a lot of what I said before wasn't true. I'm looking back over posts and realising I invented friends, boyfriends, scenarios and a life that wasn't true. To be honest, I still do that. Which makes it really difficult to know who exactly I am. I don't know if I can delete all my lies from before, but I'm going to leave them there as a reminder to myself of how stupid my lies sound. Often I tell lies so many times they start to be real to me anyway. Making that confession has been quite weird. And I am sorry for lying, to everyone. So if anyone's interested - and I wouldn't blame you for ignoring me - ask me anything, I'll answer totally honestly. Which will be a first
Welcome back! It takes quite some guts to admit about the lies, I've said a few untrue things before but I'm trying my best to be honest. Just be yourself, that's the best advice I can give.
Aw, thanks you guys I think I'm going to have to make some kinda mid-years resolution about just being myself from now on. Even when that's a lil bit dull