Hello * Curtsy* Just thought I would visit somewhere new, and chat to people who understand me! Im a 25 year old who is currently coming to terms with how I really feel. Im bi... I think. I may be Lesbian. Im unsure. Its nice to meet you all. :icon_bigg
Thank you everyone. I guess I should give a run down on my situation so people know a lil about me? I have been with a guy for 5 years... But recently I meet an amazing women. One who makes me feel like I have never felt before. She is amazing. And I have worked out that I want to be with her. But sadly things are not very simple. I have just moved countries with my bf, and she is currently trying to work out if she wants to be with me or her gf of 4 years. Her gf is the only person she has ever loved or wanted until I came along. She is afraid and scared and everything she feels for me is new to her. Im unsure how to feel at this moment because I know what i want. I want to move back to where i came from, and be with her... and take things slow.. Very slow. I have come to terms with the fact that i am gay. I always swore that I just thought girls were hot, i never ever thought i would want to be with one in a relationship. To me its simple, I want her. I want to be with her and i know she wants me. So whats the issue? Im sorry to offload. I just feel very alone right now. I am limited to who I can tell as we have alot of mutual friends, and her and her gf are in a "Secret" relationship. At this moment we agreed that I would wait for her to see her gf (they are in a long distance relationship) She will see how she feels with her person, because at this point she does not feel anything for her, but sometimes when you see someone in flesh your heart changes. Am I crazy? Am I even Gay? How do i know if it is worth the wait? How do i protect myself from been hurt?
