looking for some kind of support. Social, in-person situations regarding my transsexualism and everything put me in an anxiety fit only cured by alcamahol. I'm a MtF pre-op(or non, I guess?) trans person. I'm out to my family and some friends, but after five months of being on Estrogen, I'm still terrified of coming out entirely and seeking an actual therapist (aside from the huge costs I cannot afford). I am a "do-it-yourselfer" kinda person and I do not need to be scolded, because I knew and know the risks and would rather take them then face suicide. Annnnyway, how's it going? :3