I've been on here for a little over a year now, but I wasn't very active. Tried seeking some help, got some feedback which has helped. Some things I'm still working on. I am however looking to talk with some new people. It'd be nice not to have to watch what I say so I don't slip up and accidentally out myself. So hello to everyone! If you're willing to chat with someone new then lets chat! I'd love to meet some new people that I can finally get a chance to be open and honest with! :smilewave
It made me smile so I thought I had to put something Thankyou for that even though I'm sure your intention with this post wasnt to make someone smile at your avatar. I'd like to meet some new people too that I can be totally honest with because I'm only out to one person at home. I always feel a bit sad inside when I have to pretend to like boys and cant be myself to someone like my mum.
It may not have been my intention, but I do like hearing that I've made someone smile. I know how you feel. Around my mom and sister who drool over these guys and I just sit there like "yeah, super hot". It's not fun. But thankfully we have this wonderful site where we can be ourselves. I've even been out to my friend for a little over two years now and it's still kind of hard to talk about girls I find attractive. It just seems...odd. I feel like it should be a little easier when I'm out to everyone. If you ever need someone to talk with, just send me a message. I'll listen. Say what ever is on your mind. I won't judge! Everyone needs someone to talk to!
Greetings! Yeah I love this site for how honest we can be! My sister has told me since middle school(15 years ago..wow) that she was bi...but I only accepted recently that I am gay. It is weird not "living out" yet. My sis knows and I told my mom but she thinks I am confused. I am so awkward around certain girls that are straight and I must find attractive. Because they are straight I try to not think about it but I can't make eye contact.:icon_redf..so annoying. And with dudes I can tell are starting to get interested in me (that I would have felt flattered with before and prob try to convince myself were hot and date material before during my denial)...I want to be like hey.."no thanks I am gay.":eusa_naug But it's not like they are chasing me..I am worried way before. It's like I am uncomfortable in all these times because I am not "living out" and honest. Sorry ...just venting so happy to have found this site and happy you guys did too! (*hug*)
No worries, it honestly makes me feel better to hear that I'm not alone in hiding who I am. I'm tired of it, I'd love to stop pretending to think a guy is hot. Yeah I notice when a guy is good looking, but I'm not attracted to him. I've had a couple guys flirt with me and such since I came out to myself. My mom was with me at the mall a few months back when some guy was flirting with me. I just pretended not to notice. But I so badly wanted to tell my mom that I am gay. And it's hard not to just go with it, that's what I'm used to doing. I'm glad this site is around for everyone who has found it. I hope others who need it find it too. I'm happy to have some nice people to talk to, who I can be open with. No one has to hide who they are here, and I think that's the best thing about this site.
I ha the saving to pretend to like a guy game. Yes, some guys are hot, but that really doesn't mean I want to talk about them. Only a handful of my friends know, so I alway have to do that "yeah, he's great" thing with them. And my grandma. She's very persistent that I get a boyfriend. Glad you're figuring things out and starting to post! I hung it on the fringes of ths site a few months before I decided to start posting. Hello!
I know what you mean. My grandma has been doing that too. And whats odd is even my 9 year old niece has been on me to get a boyfriend. I havent told any family so its getting kind of awkward when she says it. She usually waits til there's a lot of people around too. I started posting on here a bit when I first joined, but I couldn't get very far in conversations. Which was why I came here, to meet some people (not in person) that are in the same boat as I am. Recently I've needed people more than ever. I'm happy to be on here. Hopefully I can meet some new people that wouldnt mind just chatting about random stuff lol.
Thanks I love this site. Its so reassuring to know there are people out there who understand your problems and are willing to listen
