Hello Boys and Girls So finally after many years of ignoring my feelings and emotions. After many years of being confused , after many years of being my own enemy, after many years of questioning my self and thinking some thins must be wrong with me. I am finally coming out. It is over I don't care any more.No thing is wrong wit me. Sexuality is a sensitive matter many people do question their sexuality trough their life. I have been with men most my life , but always , always fantasized about women and felt attracted to women . I love women so beautiful and just amazing creatures. But at the same time I try to convince myself that there was a reason for this behavior and I m just going trough phases in life. My be it is because I had mother issues, but I also had father issues. My be I want to just be abit different some times. My be Its because of my hormones . .......BlahBlah . I cant do this any more... I need help. I am sick and tired of not knowing who I am what I like. I dont want to hide any thing any more . Help me Please
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