So I live in montana. I'm from Washington and the city originally and so I have a different culture than these people here. They don't really understand gays I don't think. I came out to most of the important people during a basketball game we were watching. They didn't care. Some people get mad that I advertise it. Well kissing their girlfriends and boyfriends in public is advertising on their part. And so I feel isolated here. And honestly I have seriously been considering turning into a homophobe just to express myself in a way that probably not a lot of people understand and to show how pissed off I am. You know? It sucks. I was in English and my friend was sitting behind me and the teacher was like "we see that gay people are becoming main characters on tv shows" (we were having a discussion that I kept quiet about the whole time) and this kid said "it makes me want to kill myself".
Not a lot of people understand us, they dont have the brainpower. Im sure things will start to look up for you, just have to have faith lol Be strong!
