I joined EC in 2011 apparently but haven't been active at all... recently started lurking again and then realized I might as well actually post. I'm almost 36 and have only ever dated guys but am increasingly questioning my sexuality.... don't know if I'm lesbian, bi or something else altogether but feeling like I really want to try dating women, to see if dating women feels "different" than dating men if that makes any sense. I live in a small conservative community where homophobia is rampant so I am terrified. I'm also dealing with other emotional issues like a recent death in the family so I'm kind of a mess right now -- but realizing I need to be honest about who I am. So decided to post a re-introduction here, to say, hello, all you lovely people, I think I might be gay and that feels scary but it also feels weirdly liberating. Determining to stick around and post a bit more regularly this time. Looking forward to getting to know you all.
Hi! Welcome back. I also live in a conservative area, so I know how you feel. Dating women is much different than dating men. It's much more sensual, in my opinion. I hope you figure everything out.
Welcome back to EC! I think you should feel proud that you have remained strong in a difficult time. It may be helpful to mention LGBTQ related topics around some closer friends to see if they're supportive. It's often surprising how many accepting people can be found in areas that seem homophobic. I hope everything goes well for you!
